Oh well.
I knew this day was coming.
You had to leave, pig.
Good thing that I didn't break down in front of you this time.
So I guess we'll be meeting again in 4 months time.
4 more months and all of us can finally be together as a family.
Gosh. I wish I don't have to live it this way.
Alone for another 2 weeks.
Oh and well my parents are gonna bring my bro back this time ;DDDD
I'll have a cook in the house.
At least this is something that I can look forward to.
Something that won't take months.
At first we all thought he would be coming back anymore.
I call this a blessing (:

Why must we be scattered in different poles of the world?
Parents in Indonesia, sis in Philadelphia, bro in Seattle and I'm stuck in Singapore.
Arg. It wasn't until this happened that I understood the trite advice:
Treasure everything around you before it's gone.
Or somthing like that ;x
Oh well maybe that's just my life.
I just hope we can live under one roof in near future.
What else can I wish for?
It's not my choice.

Have a safe journey.

Aww my head.
I HATE to make those registration kinda stuff.
I'm doing the collage application by the way.
Haiz. One question here.
What course am I gonna take??
Ehh heh. God knows.
HELP DD;

Ah. Just trying to keep it alive.
I just checked my toefl results.
I lost to my bro )): Arg.
HAha at first I thought I screwed my speaking.
Then it turned out that I screwed my listening even more -.-
Haiz. Oh well I just to lazy to continue.
Bye.

Oh crap crap crap.
I don't know why I'm here.
Haha.
Oh no.
A maths test tomorrow.
I'm still not very sure of some things..
Gosh.
Somethings are just so screwed up lately.
I never thought it would turn out that way.
I didn't even know such things actually happen.
It's just so confusing now.
Is there anything that I could have done?
Isn't this suppose to be something that is meant to be happy?
Oh no what is happening >.<
Why is it like that?
What should I do?
I don't know how to...
Damn.


我了解，但我就是无法控制自己。

ARGG!!! I'm so damn pissed!!!
Stupid system stupid system!!!
I'm am not allowed to go to choir ROD tomorrow!! )):
I specially flew back here today just to attend ROD and now you telling me I can't go?!!
I might as well stick to my original schedule of coming back on Saturday.
Then I'll have more time there to do the things I want.
I don't want to waste my time here!!
I want to spent my time back there!!

Okay. This is what happened.
I just arrive from Indonesia just now.
They say that those who arrived from affected countries are not allowed to go school for 7 days.
Affected countries. Since when is Indonesia an affected country??!!
I have NEVER heard of such a thing called H1N1 there, no need to say people getting affected.
Okay maybe they're just not as concerned as Singapore.
Maybe they just don't report it.
In any case, I'm still mad.

Okay I know.
I know that it is to prevent the spread and affect more people. Blah blah blah.
And look at the good side.
I won't be going school from Monday to Wednesday next week.
How good is that?
I get time to accompany that piggy who will be coming back on Monday.
I get more time to TRY finish my homework.
But I want to go choir ROD D';
Oh one more thing..
It's so troublesome that I needa report my health for the 7 days to my form teacher -.-

Moving on to something else.
Yesterday I washed Kerry up.
Oh and if you read my previous posts,
you'll know that I'm not suppose to touch Kerry for 7 days.
Well... I didn't wait for 7 days after all xD
I just waited for like what? 3, 4 days? Hehe.

Back to washing up Kerry.
It was obvious that she doesn't like taking a bath.
I tried dragging her out of one cage to force her into a another which doesn't have the wooden plank below it with those metal collar thing.
But apparently, I failed -.-
It refuse to move an inch and I can't bear seeing her chocking due to the pull.
Haha.
So instead I pushed her and lift her foot one by one into the cage.
She's one stubborn dog.
Then guess what I did to prevent her from running away.
I locked her and myself in the same cage. LOl.
Lucky the cage is big enough to fit both of us. Haha.
Time for washing!
Either the water is too cold or whatever it is, she looked intimidated.
But good thing she was standing very still.
You know dogs, they'll shake themselves to get rid of the water.
And image what happens to the one who's washing them.
YES! I GOT WET!!!
And you know what's worse?
There was soap all over her when she did that. And twice.

I didn't take long to wash her.
And once the cage door flew open, she dashed out.
She hadn't even been wiped dry!
I had to chase her all around just to put the towel around.
Wait. It was actually a towel. It was a cloth textured mat thing.
Haha. Anyway when I finally got her, I had to wrestle her to the ground to wipe her.
But she managed to escape before her butt was dry.
Only half of her body was -.-
Ah who cares.
I left her to dry on her own.
Just wait for evaporation to take place.

Haiz.
I miss her alright.
If I come back the day after tomorrow, I may have another chance of washing her.
Haha it was fun and funny.
Oh well what's the use of saying the impossible?
Just hope she's not itching all over anymore.
Seeya in half a year's time Kerry (:

You know, I just found a method to cool myself down from the overwhelming sadness-- Exercising. It actually works you know.

Well yesterday I was so tired of doing my homework so I went downstairs.
Usually, I go straight to the garden and release my dogs from the cage.
That was suppose to the routine.
But as you know, I'm only left with Kerry and I can't even touch her.
Stupid lice.
Anyway I couldn't help thinking of Lacky and Brownky when I was there.
I was feeling really sad and depressed then.
So I went to the 3rd where the fitness equipments are.
I did want to return to the room 'cause I didn't want my mum to see me that way.
At first I was sitting on the sofa like an idiot.
But then I thought since there was nothing much I could do I'd go jogging on the treadmill.
And well it worked.
I wasn't that depressed after that (:

Haiz.
But I still needa wait a few more days before I can play with Kerry.
Waiting really sucks.
I wonder if she dying to ask me why I didn't let her at all this time.
Oh well.
You just have to be patient.

Hmmm.
I'm finally back in my house in Medan now.
I just came back from Jakarta.
I feel guilty you know...
I've been slacking for the past week.
I absolutely didn't touch my homework. *Clasps*
Why?
I was on holiday in Bali.
It was really fun.
Actually we planned to stay there for 3 days only,
but in the end we extended for another day. xD

The scenery was so perfect!
So relaxing..
Oh and I went swimming.
I haven't gone swimming for like... 2 years?
Haha.
There was nothing to complain about the hotel.
The service there is really wonderful.
And the people there are extremely friendly.
At night, we would sit at the beach admiring the night scenery.
The sky was very clear and the moon is round (:
How I wish I could go back there.
I'll post some pictures when I'm free.
Or maybe my mum may wanna post them in facebook. Lol.

Even so...
Well actually I was looking forward to coming back to Medan.
We extended our stay in Jarakta too because it was close to my grandma's birthday.
Oh my I can't believe that she already 80! o.0

Coming back here really breaks my heart.
I can't help thinking about Lacky and Brownky when I'm here.
Especially when I'm in the garden, where they use to be in.
Now I'm only left with Kerry.
And you know what I'm mad about now?
She has lice on her fur!!
which means that I can't even touch her.
My mum say she'll buy some medicine and apply on him tomorrow.
But then I'll still have to wait for 7 days!!
How can I survive it?!
Oh well no choice.
It's better that way, unless I want lice all over me.
And another thing.
She became so much skinnier )):
Breaks my heart to see her like that.
Okay, she used to be really fat and now she looks normal.
Not too skinny but still very poor thing..
She must have suffered.
Stupid creepy crawlies!!!
Now she looked more like Lacky. Lol.

Actually...
My dogs have NEVER bathe before.
But it never had this problem.
This time it's probably because of Brownky's death.
Mummy said that it attracted a lot of worms and stuff when it rot to death.
Ewwww.
She said that when he died, he was crying 'cause of all the stupid bugs around him.
Curse those creepy crawlies!!!
Anyway. I've to wait -.-
Nevermind.
I'll post next time.
Bye.